I’m In Love…

Last night, I sat up thinking about an important decision in my life. I had thought this was coming for a long time, but I think deep down I was just scared to accept it. I think, maybe, it was commitment problems. Me, like most men, are scared to commit. We battle with this on a constant basis. Even the most adjusted men wonder if they have made the right choice. They could wake up at 60 and think, “Who is person I have been sleeping next to for all these years?” We all fear that in our lives, so I think we separate ourselves from the one we love. I know that I have been on the outside looking in. It has been like standing in the cold, outside looking through the window. Looking at my loved one hurting because I am so far away. I have decided that it is time that I step up and admit my fears. I want to confront my demons and tell the world about the person I love. I realize that I have never done anything quite like this, and that this could possibly make a lot of people judge me. Even the people closest to me. So, I am just going to come out and say it. I think I have provided enough background story, and built the suspense just enough to keep you entertained. I love, this is a lot harder than I could have ever expected. I have to just say it, please, do not judge. I love me. That’s right, I love me some me. I realized that I want to be with myself for the rest of my life. That I will never get tired of making sweet lovin’ to myself, in front of the computer. When I wake up in the morning, I will smile at my face, and say, “I love you, Toph.” It’s sweet to be free. The best part about it is, sex with girls just enhances my love for myself. It makes me feel good about my accomplishment. Relationships are not too bad either. I mean, they will just add to the love I have for myself. I can even share some love with the lady of the evening, you know, to make her feel special. Isn’t that what it’s all about? I want you all to love yourself. Make love to yourself right now. Stop what you’re doing, and love you some you. You never know, you could find out that you want to spend the rest of your life with yourself. I know I do, but with me, not you.